expressing emotions

I bonded with carla at gateway. We went at timezone and played basketball, shooting, air hockey, throwing of balls, bowling and a lot more. Hehe! We both have an anxiety with the guys in our lives. GRRRRrr!!! I heard a lot of hearsays about him again and I hated it because I get so easily affected. Anyway, after playing we had food trip and our usual chats. I promised her that I would stop mentioning his name or else I would give her the timezone card that my ex had given me. Expressing my emotions with carla made me feel relieved. At night, my ex called me... I enjoyed our conversations and I'm clueless once again of what's going to happen in our relationship because he makes me feel that he still cares about me. ssshh... whatever?!? ~past is past~


"the quicker you let go the sooner you find your new cheese"
-from the book: Who moved my cheese?